So today was my first day out and about, off the sofa since the last round. Unfortunately it appears this round has hit me for six, a few more issues along the way, having spent my entire time between the sofa and bucket, to put it plainly! But today I ventured out, to go say farewell to a close friend being deployed for 8 months. Although it's been lovely catching up this afternoon, I got home and have collapsed on the sofa in my onesie with my bobble hat and heated blanket to try warm up, and I can't see myself moving for the foreseeable. It's difficult to describe how I feel to anyone who sees me, I'm not ill Im not sick, I feel flipping horrific, I have no energy, I hurt in every going possible joint imaginable and I'm feeling like a pin cushion/pill bottle at the minute! But I can feasibly just stay here on the sofa until I resume normality again! Or more, that is my plan! And the worst bit about it all, I couldn't even finish my Nando's today..... Now that never happens!! Completely gutting!! Rich is now off for 8 months, and the scariest bit about that is, I'll be done with chemo, radio and surgery by time he gets back (and hopefully have been to Rio and back!)!! It's mad to think how time is going to fly, but think we came up with the wisest of things today.... The big C picked the wrong battle when it hit me, Ive always loved a good fight!! There may have been the odd tear or two on the ferry home, purely cus I do have some of the best mates people could ask for, keeping me sane and not judging or running a mile from me, but stay safe Rich and I'll see you when you're back with my new hair 😂!! Feeling very lucky to have some awesome people in my life! So this week, I await Wednesday's surgery to add the metal markers around the tumour. It'll give the docs a better indication of the shrinkage and therefore the extent of surgery in April, if it turns out it's not a genetic case. Another case of waiting. Unfortunately, Eric the elephant is still currently sat in his box awaiting the candles, one day soon he shall be eaten!! But for now the sofa life resumes, the odd catch up naps I can grab and the big bag of drugs and injections sat next to me, whilst enjoying the delights of awesome tv programmes such as SuperCasino, Jeremy Kyle and Pointless.... Yes I lead the high life!! ️Xxx
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