![]() So a good week has finally been had, feeling better finally and boom Wednesday comes along and we're back to square one! Oncology and bloods this morning up at the hospital, and thousands of questions thrown into the equation after a brief meeting with Mr Parker the surgeon too today! Last but one chemo tomorrow and onto the downward slope of feeling like a mighty huge train has gone through me with added carriages each time! The extent of surgery has been thrown into question, with Mr Parker suggesting two different routes to go down after chemo now. Either lumpectomy so tissue sparing surgery or a mastectomy for total tissue removal. Both have pros and cons and the only way I can go at the minute is to write everything down and ask as many questions in the next few weeks as possible! So many it's buts and whys! However surgery has been bought forward couple weeks so I get onto radiotherapy earlier, and is now set for 25th April.... Is it too soon too panic yet?!? Massive mind jungle going on at the minute!! And I feel the only way to solve it is some much needed Alcohol and a game of flip a coin! My heart has also been damaged by the Herceptin im on, hopefully nothing too major but having a full Echocardiogram to see the extent in the next week or so to see if more drugs to counteract it are going to be my next concoction of rattles! Potassium is still low so cherryade flavoured syrup, sweet potatoes and bananas, plus infusions for a little bit longer too. Onto lighter notes as I hate to moan and be miserable however crap and down I may be feeling! Had a laugh last week sorting out Ant's bow tie for finals night... A nice bright pink number! Apparently it's not acceptable as headwear, who would have thought! Although it was a tad small to fit properly on the egg! Also found a bright pink fascinator... Mother got embarrassed in M & S the other day when I whipped of my scarf for a piccie with one on! Let alone the fun an egg can have with Haribo eggs!! Been fairly relaxed with the egghead this last week, taking quite a bit to go public but there's nothing wrong with bald guys so why do girls get looked at weirdly!! And trust me you get weird looks in a headscarf let lone bald ranger! My Knitted Knockers arrived today!! Never would I have thought I'd ever open a parcel with fake boobs in, but that day came today!! A set for everyday way and a set for water activities! It's an awesome group of ladies who knit/crotchet them for people having to have lumpectomy or mastectomy! So I currently have my hair in a plait in a drawer, my future family in a Cryopreservation freezer in Southampton hospital, and my cleavage made out of wool!! So far this is a really random journey to be on!! Still having issues with long term friends being distant/arseholic/couldn't give a toss attitude! But hey if you can't handle this egg then you sure as hell don't deserve belle when she back on top form! Been back to ice hockey this last weekend and realised how much ive missed not just the sport but the friends and good times had along route too. So hopefully find a team for next season! Onto tomorrow.... Last but one chemo round tomorrow for this section of treatment (hopefully!) ! And a party will be in order come the last one! Looking forward to Finals night next Friday, Belle Baldy will go to the ball! But for now bring on tomorrow and ticking one more off the list! ️Xxx
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